I am screwed.

It's 4 am.

My notes are terrible.

I have a meeting with my thesis advisor at 11am.

I have class at 9am.

I am drowning in articles and secondary sources.

In other words, I'm currently living out my thesis. This happens so often with philosophy lately that it's starting to make me motion-sick. I write an exam on Spinoza, all I can do is think like Spinoza for a week. I sit in a class on psychoanalysis, everything is a cigar. No, wait, the other way. Whatever. The point is that I want to have a good meeting, but I'm not ready. I know what I have to say, but I know it can't be ready by 11am, even if I did feel like working on it.

I'm now going to go and write something about how smart I think I am.

Please excuse me.