FREAKING OUT. SERIOUSLY FREAKING OUT.

AUGH AUGH AUGH AUGH AUGH.


I have been editing the same 11-13 pages ALL DAY. I'M LOSING IT.

I threw away 2 to 4 pages and wrote about 2 pages in its place.

This would be fine if NINETY-PERCENT OF MY DAY WASN'T SPENT LOOKING FOR 3-4 REFERENCES. I CANNOT EXPLAIN HOW PAINFUL THIS IS.

Today was supposed to be work hard and do many things day with my thesis. Sigh.

I don't think I'm going to make it.

Hm.

I need to really either a) start writing more than 10 pages a day or b) defer until August.


....

I can't decide.

I don't wanna defer.

I hate this.

AUGH.